i’ve spent all night downloading the top 250 hits from the 90’s and from between 2000-2005. it is bringing back heavy memories. mostly good ones. almost only good ones.

the tides are changing, once again. matt is moving away, i’m moving away, cierra is graduating and moving even further away, aimee and kev are gone–a fact i’m still not really used to. i think i’m slow to understand and resolve change, not that i mind it. i try to savor everything too much and anticipate the days that are to come with contempt and near-anxiety. things changed yesterday, though. i got to visit the house we’re going to be living in and it is beautiful, a safe change i will welcome with open arms.